I found myself when I met you

Sometimes I look at you and pinch myself. The smile that flits across your face, that laughter that's so damn genuine, the way your hand fits so effortlessly with mine, the way we have simply became one another's - without trying, without questioning, it's so beautiful.

You were brought to me when I least expected. Your presence in my life taught me to trust again, to be patient again, to listen and to love fearlessly nothing much to worry about where I will be measured up if I love you, or about the label of my relationship status with you. I really do find peace for the version of myself I found again that got lost somewhere living this mechanical and materialistic life.

Every morning when I wake up, every night when I fall asleep, I can't help but pray for you, for us, for all that we will grow into, as the days pass. Though we bumped into each other like an accident, I know god had a plan all along. I can't thank him enough for your tender hands, for those trust worthy eyes, for your arms that spread warmth and for that love that lifts me up and feel alive.

I don't know where our story will take us. I don't know if we will fall even more closer or apart. I don't know if we will feel this wonderful always or we will get busy living our lives apart individually. And honestly when I think about it, I really don't know the answer. But, that's OK.

Having you in my life, I learned what is meant for you will never miss you and what misses you was never meant for you. I just wanted a friend but, in this journey I found my best in you.

You were meant to come into my life and play an important role. Everything is destined and everything happens for a reason. I can't thank god enough for all the ways he had made me into a woman deserving of you, and you, as a man equally deserving of my love.

As you get ready for the next chapter of your life, I am letting you go with grace. I will always carry love for you in my heart, no matter where I go and no mater where you go. I wish you well. I wish you happiness. 

You were the answer to my prayers when i needed it the most, my love, and I can't stop myself loving you with what all I have !!