There comes a time when you sometimes have to accept that someone you really want is not the one for you. It's sad and heartbreaking but also a harsh truth that many of us have to face. This is me accepting that reality.
This is me accepting that reality that you will never be mine. Ever. Not now. Not in future. Your road is not paved to go the same way as mine. And while so badly i want to convince that it is, I think somewhere deep down inside of me I always knew. It just means that you were not meant to be the main character in my story. While what I want is to wake up next to you wrapped in your arms, it's never going to happen.
I always wonder if it would have been better if we never had met. May be my cute little world that i had built all these years would have remained fully intact. Instead, your storm came through and crashed into me so fast and so hard that i will never be the one same after. You are never going to be the one to keep my heart safe.
It will break my heart to know that you will never be the person I spend lazy weekends with. You will never be the one I look over at when we are in our 70's and think 'yeah i love you more now'. You won't be the person because we were never meant to be, even though we try.
This is me accepting that this is just not our destiny. Our souls are not meant to intertwine. Our hearts will never beat as one. And we will never be a real thing!
And even though i am accepting that there will never be an us, it doesn't mean that i don't love you. It doesn't mean that i won't carry you with me forever. Because it just doesn't work like that. You can accept that someone is not your forever but still know that they have affected you so deeply that it's hard not to take pieces of them with you.
There are many things i hope for you. That the person you give your heart to will love you as much as i do. That you follow your dreams and don't give up when it gets hard. That you find your inner strength and know that you are completely enough. I wish you get each and everything that makes your heart feel full.
So, this is me accepting that you will never be mine no matter how much it hurts to move on. This is me knowing that your future is bright but so is mine. And they are not one in the same, I'll never forget you.
This is me accepting that reality that you will never be mine. Ever. Not now. Not in future. Your road is not paved to go the same way as mine. And while so badly i want to convince that it is, I think somewhere deep down inside of me I always knew. It just means that you were not meant to be the main character in my story. While what I want is to wake up next to you wrapped in your arms, it's never going to happen.
I always wonder if it would have been better if we never had met. May be my cute little world that i had built all these years would have remained fully intact. Instead, your storm came through and crashed into me so fast and so hard that i will never be the one same after. You are never going to be the one to keep my heart safe.
It will break my heart to know that you will never be the person I spend lazy weekends with. You will never be the one I look over at when we are in our 70's and think 'yeah i love you more now'. You won't be the person because we were never meant to be, even though we try.
This is me accepting that this is just not our destiny. Our souls are not meant to intertwine. Our hearts will never beat as one. And we will never be a real thing!
And even though i am accepting that there will never be an us, it doesn't mean that i don't love you. It doesn't mean that i won't carry you with me forever. Because it just doesn't work like that. You can accept that someone is not your forever but still know that they have affected you so deeply that it's hard not to take pieces of them with you.
There are many things i hope for you. That the person you give your heart to will love you as much as i do. That you follow your dreams and don't give up when it gets hard. That you find your inner strength and know that you are completely enough. I wish you get each and everything that makes your heart feel full.
So, this is me accepting that you will never be mine no matter how much it hurts to move on. This is me knowing that your future is bright but so is mine. And they are not one in the same, I'll never forget you.
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